Monday, September 28, 2009

i want him;; i dont want him.




i like him.  i could never date him.  it would be too weird.  but i want to.  fuck i dont know.  i keep changing my mind about him every five seconds.  it makes me so mad.  i dont know if i want to go with the guy i love anymore... it kinda seems like hes just going to fuck me over once again.  and then theres the more recent guy.  hes being really sweet and nice and not like he used to be... but i dont know if i could date him.  it would be too weird.  and we discussed having a secret relationship... which would be fun... but i dont know if i want that either.  and i dont know if he actually means what he says or if he wants in my pants again.  oh and then theres this other guy.  i dont know if he broke up with his girlfriend or not.. and im pretty sure he likes me.  ut i dont kow if i like him either.  fuck this.  i dont know what i should do.

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