j'ai desolée.

ok so.

i wrote you a long blog about how sorry i am, and then it didnt show up.

so lets try again.

but im really sorry. i do still like you. i should be more supportive of you dropping out of school.  i really feel bad now about what i said.  i dont even know why i freaked out like i did.  i really dont think its that big of a deal.  i hope you forgive me.  i wish we could hang out again.  i wish i could still see you.  now ill never be able to, unless i get a car.  which is doubtful.  but if you ever wanna hang out, just text me.  ill try my hardest to be able to.  if you dont mind meeting my mom if you pick me up.  i really do wanna be supportive... and not be such i bitch.  i dont know why im being so bitchy all of a sudden.  i guess its because my life has been so shitty lately.  and what do i do?  i make it fucking worse.  im sorry.  im such a fuck up.  but i guess i deserve everything that happens to me.  so do you accept my apology?  it would me a lot to me if you did.  please and thanks.