i havent blog in a while.

"there are many ways to say i love you,

but there are more ways to say its over."

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this week has actually been pretty good. i apologized to the people i was fighting with... and one of them forgave me.  one didnt tell me for sure if they forgave me, but i doubt they did.  and the other one didnt even reply.  i told her to read it, but she didnt reply or talk to me about it.  but oh well. the one person i wanted to apologize to the most forgave me, so its all good(:

ive actually worn makeup like all week.  i told myself on monday that i was going to look pretty every day... and that kindof worked.

monday i wore a cute outfit and straightened my hair.... and wore makeup.   on tuesday i wore a cute outfit and wore a bow in my hair so it looked cute, and did my make up.  on wednesday, my outfit look kinda funky but i still did my hair cute and did my make up.  on thursday i looked like shit.  did nothing with my hair, wore sweat pants and a teeshirt, and sure as hell didnt do my make up.  i was tired and sore and didnt feel like doing shit.

and now today.  i wore leggings and a mini skirt, boots, a green sports bra with my white v neck shirt over it, and my nappy tabs jacket.  i straightened my hair and did my makeup.  i thought i looked cute... but it might not look as good as i think it does.  i picked it out last night when i was really tired, and yeah.  but its whatever at least i tried today unlike most days.

and im feraking in love with this green sports bra!  ill post a picture later... but in the back it like crosses and its like strappy and it makes my boobs look bigger and its like ahh i love it(:

ill post pictures later, when i can send them to my email(:

haha.

so yeah thats all for now... that was a really long blog about my looks for the week.

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take time to realize, that your warmth is crashing down on in.

take time to realize, that i am on your side.

didn't i, didn't i tell you?

but i can't spell it out for you, no it's never gonna be that simple.

no it can't spell it out for you...

if you just realize what i just realized then we'd be perfect for each other and we'll never find another.

if you just realize what i just realized , we'd never have to wonder if we missed out on each other now.

take time to realize, oh oh im on your side.

didn't i, didn't i tell you?

take time to realize, this all can pass you by.

didn't i tell you?