not even a little bit. i guess helping people feel better and listening to their problems makes me feel like shit. i think im still sick, even though i only feel sick sometimes. last night i felt like i had a fever, my nose was stuffed, and i kept coughing. but this morning i feel fine, just a little tickle in my throat. i guess i kinda bitched about ashley last night, and maybe thats why i feel so bad. but i shouldnt. she did the sam ething to me. so why cant i do it to her? blah. maybe i should apologise. im sorry ashley, i dont care if you dont wanna be friends... i just wanted to apologise.
so this weekend is halloween. and im excited. im supposed to go to sokol, but the person i was going to go with hasnt talked to me since saturday. this person was being really sweet and funny, but then once i woke up sunday morning, nothing. i got two texts this week from them.
1) chill killer im at work.
2) im in class.
but its whatever. if he really wants to go saturday, then hell text me or call me i guess.
ah. i think apologising to people is helping a lot, because i feel like more people are pleasant around me now then they were before. i know theres more people i could apologize to, but i can do that when i think of them. and theres this one person that ive apologized to that wont accept or even reply... but its whatever because everyone thinks hes gay and if he wont accept my apology its his loss. but yeah. thats about it for now. if i think of more to talk about, ill add it laterr.
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